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1:51pm: NEW LJ!!!
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*ciao loves*

12:01am: had to take it!
so everyone has this in their journal so I figured I'd do it too...

the is he a keeper quiz and oddly enough...what the hell "he's a keeper" it's so weird *lol*

I know that sounds odd but I dunno *lol*

so I just got back from Marc's...we saw oceans 12 (good) and we ran into Sam and Britt :) that was perty cool...so afterwards we had a delicacy...that's right cereal :-P then we watched the pictons game...ok perty picced about that one...Don't the grizzlies suck? why did they win? bastards...so Pistons lost 68-72...BULLSHIT! well they better kick ass this season...I'm counting on it!

anywho the quiz results...


eat your heart out (who says that anymore? *lol*)

12:41pm: new lj?
ok so first off lemme say fuck this livejournal...as in mine...my entries never show up on my friends page and half of people's comments don't show up on here...pure bullshit!! so I think I might get a new one...but that prolly won't happen till January or sumthin'

anywho...last night I babysat and then me and Marc went to Johnson's and the boys had a poker run...I do not know how to play so I figured I'd learn...but then I got high and couldn't concentrate *lol* so me and Marc went and watched Zoolander *hahaha* ooh and I got to see Ferg! I haven't seen her since her open house! glad I got to see her and Aaron- but who really cares about him? jk...*lol* so then I came home and ate hella spaghetti *lol* then fell asleep...same-o same-o

yeah not too interesting *lol*

just thinkin...

-so Marc's new job has him working hella...I mean yesterday it was 11-8, today is 9-5, and tomorrow is 10-7...I guess that's good...money! :) (no jk) *Lol* But Marc's perty happy about it...he wants to pay his truck off sooner so that will def help :) proud of my boy! :)

-well my tanning membership ends on the 19th and I haven't gone for a week (because the hours suck! and I'm always too tired to go!) so I am gonna get one at a different salon on the 20th and just buy a month...hopefully use it all so I have me a sexy tan *lol*


-Cole IMed me a moment ago! I am so excited! *lol* haven't heard from him in ages...he is off pursuing his hockey career :) but he was one of Marc's poker buddies...and I saw him like everyday, we used to hate eachother *lol* but he's cool now. :-P anywho hope things are going well for him!

anywho off to do what I do best...EAT!!!

ciao loves***

1:07pm: last night when I got home my Grammy left me a present...ooh...a pink fuzzy scarf (love it) and liz sport perfume (oh ma goddddd) I love that stuff so much! so very happy to get that :)

and today on my way home my windshield wiper flew off...and who the hell knows where it went *lol*

and and and...when I got home today...my Grandma had presents waiting for me...some Pj pants, a cute tee, and some leg warmers (omg...love em!) :) yeah it prolly sounds gay to the majority of you...but I think they are so cute! :)



anyways...I would like to thank all my friends for their happy birthday wishes :)

SweetSar813: Happy early birthday just incase i dont talk to you tomorrow

Jason69Chevrier: happy b day britt

Ellie33le: Happy 17th Birthday Brittany:-) I loooooooooove you!!!!!!!!

LiLNikker15: HHappyy Birthday Saavvyyy =)
LiLNikker15: have a wonderful birthday =)

Housez3: happy birthday you son of a gun
Housez3: i wish you a happy birthday i wish you a happy birthday i wish you a happy birthday and merry whole year

Katerlynn11: happy birthday

molaski376: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

SpifyChik15: Happy Birthday!!!!


and if you are feeling nosey...take advantage of my boredom as I list the items I bought yesterday...

-light blue dolphin stud nose ring
-crystal stud nose ring
-dangly earrings (love em!)
-Rimmel mascara (don't like it too much)
-eyelash curler- the usual off brand (but so god damn perfect!...I always get this "trim" curler and it works like a miracle! and only 2 bucks! *lol* pick one up...they are at the ole' Walmart :)
-Rimmel foundation (me like :)
-bronzer
-CG mink vison eyeshadow
-black liquid liner- mary-kate and ash style (shitty...bad buy)
-bleaching toothpaste
-light brown hair dye...although I prolly won't dye my hair till Christmas break.
-lemon lime, raspberry, and strawberry incense :) (the lemon lime is the shiat!) *lol* pick one up at all parts body decor in down town Lapeer!
-incense stand...for $1.25...deal :)
-vanilla and strawberry lipgloss (very excited about that one...I can now kiss Marc without him flinching from all the glossy crap *lol*)
-Finesse curling mousse
-Sebastian (imposter) hairspray- works exactly the same...love the imposters...way cheaper with the same results!
-Aussie 3 minute miracle
-hot oil treatments :) (need em' for sure)

and after all that was purchased I was so happy...I love new stuff *lol*

well ciao loves*

and thanks again to the awesome people who saved my birthday! :)

9:29pm: Ok things are good! :)
~I can say it now...~

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!* -lol-

After my earlier post…KK called me to say Happy Birthday, then My aunt did and Brett and Caitlin both wished me a happy birthday…

So then I was sitting on the couch and Marc calls me…yay! He asked me if I still wanted to go to Lapeer and I said “yeah my day is going terrible!” and he said “aww, well it’s your birthday and you shouldn’t be in a bad mood, I should do anything you want”  good answer… 

We had so much fun! I swear he is like a best friend, I can act totally retarded around him and he just does the same *lol*

So we went to Downtown Lapeer and Marc helped me pick out two nose rings  then I was allured by the lemon-lime incense so I had to purchase a few and of course an incense burner…since I have never even owned incense…it was so spur of the moment *lol*

Then…off to the Mexican food restaurant down the sidewalk…we had some chili cheese fries while I serened him with Christina Aguilera tunes (again I say I can really be retarded around him)

Me and Marc then start shivering like crazy as we walked and tried to find another place to visit…

I point to the cellar…a winery. As we walk in a guy shouts to us…want to try our special of the month? Then we say ok sure…we begin drinking *lol* and the lady comes over and asks for Id…then Marc tells her he is 21 and she is like oh ok….then we pretended that we were so into wine…we were acting like we just moved in together or sumthin *lol*

Then came the jewelry store…it was ladies night….there were diamond ring drawings and stuff…so me and Marc begin to play our game again…*lol* he says to the lady at the counter that I should try on this expensive necklace…then we act like we own the world…*lol* this lady was helping me put on jewelry and stuff…then we came up with about a $700 total wish list…the lady thinks Marc is coming back to buy me it all for Christmas…*lol*

Then we went to good ole’ Walmart…I spent $40 and felt so good after shopping *lol* I bought make-up and hair supplies. And of course…teeth bleach (I think I may have a serious addiction *lol*)

So now we are at Johnson’s…the boys are playing poker which I don’t know how to do *lol* so here I sit typing away…

But yes my Birthday has turned out a lot better than I thought it was gonna 

And by the way…I just smoked with the boys… *lol*
Well…ciao loves!*

4:15pm: DEPRESSING DAY :(
it's my birthday...

so you think I'd be ecstatic...well I thought I would be too...but everything has gone wrong today...EVERYTHING!

SO FIRST OFF...a couple days ago my mom gave me a fuzzy sweater and a pair of socks...the socks were cute but I hated the sweater and I felt bad but it was 40 dollars. so why waste my mom's money on something I don't like...we got into a big fight and I cried...

Then things were looking up last night I got $75 in checks...

BUT THEN...I go downstairs to ask her what time we are supposed to go out to eat chinese...then she tells me that she has no money and yells at me...I started bawling...nothing has ever made me feel so insignificant...(we have ahd that chinese thing planned for almost three weeks now...)

THEN...I couldn't fall asleep till 5am this morning...then I woke up at 6:30 hacking like crazy! I almost threw up...it sucked...

but I toughed it out and thought "hey it's my birthday" I got all ready and dressed all up...now wishing I hadn't...

I went downstairs and told my step-dad happy birthday, but he didn't say it to me :(
then I talked to my mom and brother and they didn't say it either...infact I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth and my brother came in and said "what the hell are you doing?!" that was mean...

so I leave home and get in my car...only to find that my mom trashed it yesterday...there was garbage and papers all over it :(

I go to Marc's and talk to his mom...His little sister JuJu is the first to tell me happy birthday...then Marc's mom offers to take me and Marc out to dinner since my mom can't take me...I walk to Marc's room, where he was sleeping...he tells me happy birthday...

then I get to school and get in trouble for what I am wearing and think "um who the fuck cares I have places to go after school, so fuck it"

I go to Marc's...cash my checks...then we go out to eat...and he gives me my present...this shirt and skirt I wanted...

but then Marc had to go to the doctor's and I was gonna go with him but I called my mom and she said she was gonna call the cops, then she told me that I had to give her some of my birthday money so she could get ciggarettes... :(

and that is how I ended up here...all I really wanted for my birthday is for someone to care...I just wanted to go to Lapeer tonite with Marc and walk around downtown...my mom won't even let me use my car and it is my birthday...

honestly I just feel bad for myself...I have been crying here and I just feel so fucking stupid...I mean I got up and got all ready hoping someone would notice but then I saw that I was the only one who cared to celebrate my own birthday...none of my friends even called me

I hate my life

great birthday huh?

10:26pm: I know how to do it now!! =)
so I just signed up for this picture thinger majiggy...

some picture online host deally...

ao anyways I have decided to share some pics...they are from prom of course! because well...prom was awesome and they're some of my fave pics :)

and btw...I'm already looking forward to prom *lol*
2 reasons:

1- it's near the end of the school year

2- I am getting an awesome dress (I already know what I wnat because well I'm a loser...no actually because it needs to be made...so I need to save up some cash for that)

anyways...enjoy loves! :)


so let me start with the *crew* ~Ash, Steph, Moi, n* Alli :)

Looking hot as always =)


Me n* Andrew! having a little too much fun I guess *lol*

scary huh...funny thing is that andrew kept his face like that for about a minute after the picture :-P nice...



me n* ma' date!

also...my fave pic of Me n* Marc =)



oh forgive me Theresa and Sam *lol*

I just had to show it! =)



~and~ my girlies! KK, Haye, Tiff, Sar, n* Steph! :)

BEAUTIFUL! =)

well...I'm off to get my beauty rest!

*night loves*

1:07pm: so...my birthday is TOMORROW! :-P
okie so right now I am pretty high. *lol* I hope the rest of this all sounds normal and not "high" (not that it matters) *lol*

yesterday

-I left school early...dying from a cough :(

-Marc came over while I was nappin':) pleasnt to wake up to :)

-I escaped my hell house with Marc and went to Jason's

-Then, we stopped by Johnson's (as they call him) ps. crane was wearing pink socks *lol*

-Went to the first b-ball game :) I must say the pom squad did so well at the game. I can't wait to teach the dance! btw girls...it's got the Dmx song in it...but the counts are a little slower so it will be cleaner :) plus I added some more stuff so be prepared! *lol* :-P

-killed my teeth...
if you usually sit with me at the games you see that I always have my sourpunch straws...well last night I think I may have loset that tradition...I had four paskages and my tongue was about to fall off *lol* my teeth were kiling me! and I could hardly eat...and if ya know me wou would understand how sad I was considering I eat like crazy *haha*

-then I spent the night at Marc's since he is right next to the school. We stayed up ate doritos *lol* and watched jay leno and conan (our fave) *lol*

- & after school I smoked down...that is how I wound up here at the computer *lol*

I dunno maybe it's just me but when I get high I sit on the computer or just do something that keeps me moving so I don't fall asleep *lol* actually I never fall asleep but I eat soo much! this helps keep me from the fridge *lol*

but yay!! my birthday is tomorrow!

oh and today I had this ongoing argument with the guys that Paris Hilton is not hot...I think she is trashy...I mean ick. I'm more of a carmen electra girl myself *lol* they then agreed with me that she was better looking than paris. *lol* anyone else care to feel the same? :-p

see I just write of randon things when I'm high.

I better go tho...I think food sounds pretty damn good *lol*

*ciao lovaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas*

10:28pm: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

9:39pm: ok so I just got off the phone with Marcus...we got into a big ole' fight (my fault of course) so what happened was that earlier Marc said he might come over...so I was hoping he would, not that I need to see him everyday...but that I felt so terrible today and I just wanted him to hold me...so when I talked to him on the phone I started crying because I felt like crap...physically and emotionally...so then we started arguing and all this gay crap...then we stopped fighting and I called him back about ten minutes later *lol* I appologized for being so crazy and then I told him I loved him... (mood swings...great huh?)

anyways...I am so upset right now...I hate getting emotional but I am soooooo sooo emotional! ugh! I wish I could just not care so much...I wish I would just chill! It's this house! I need to leave!!!

yeah but in the meantime I'm pretty upset that I have no money for Christmas presents :( god! I wanted to buy presents so bad! and I know what is gonna happen...I am gonna spend all my birthday money on people's gifts and then I am gonna get sad because I didn't get anything I wanted for Christmas (it's not selfish...but how would you feel if your mom bought you a shirt that said "baby girl"?) *lol*

I don't want a lot for Christmas...just a pair of shoes, pants, a tanning membership, acrylic nails, and some cute sweaters.

man...I dunno what to do!

I'm BROKE! and the first game is tomorrow! I want to go sooo bad! but I am broke...eh...I can find the money around the house...but...after school tomorrow I wanted to get Marc some stuff...

oh why do I do this...Marc always tells me that he don't want anything from me...but I always go out of my way to do stuff for him...like bring him taco bell *lol* and one night he told me he liked shrimp so I brought him some the next day...I mean it does feel good to be nice but sometimes I think I'm too nice...

plus my birthday is in 3 days he should be buying me stuff! :-P

well that did no good...after school I am gonna go spend my money *lol*

ooh and on a bright note...I got my medicine today :) so goodbye cold! (hopefully!)

anyways I should get ready for bed!

*ciao loves*

12:00pm: the sveden house!
ok so yesterday I went to my family party...it just so happened to be at the sveden house (about 2 hours away) the old one got torn down and there is a new one...

whne I was in third grade I went to school with the kid whose dad owned it...

and right when I walk in I see him! omg!!!

so I asked one of the ladies who worked there if it was Mike Robinson and she was like yeah do you know him? I was like we went to elemtary school together...

then I went over and talked to him and I told him we went to school together...and he kinda looked at me like he was trying to figure out who I was...when I told him I was Brittany Baize he knew who I was and he was like "wow you look a lot different" yeah so we talked for a bit and then I went back to the fam *lol* gee I haven't seen that kid in 8 years! crazy! he used to be one of my good friends. glad I saw him.

so anyways...after the fam. party I went to My cousin Val's...we drank a bottle of white zinfandel *lol* then we made up some dance moves (me for poms and Olivia is going to the state cheerleading competition)
me, Val, n* Liv went out to some guys house...

DAMN! this house was fucking huge! and it was in Eastpointe...I was shocked *lol* (just a little example of how huge the house was...they had a remote controlled vacume that had sensors and could vacume your house when you aren't even there...it was like the size of a pan!) so anyways...we get there and everyone there was shocked that I was 16 *lol* they thought I was in college and prolly around 22 *lol* (made me feel special tho) then when I was walking upstairs I heard one of the guys like "omg she's sixteen that is impossible!" and the girl was like "oh ok you only think that cuz she's pretty" *haha* I thought that was kinda funny...because later on in the night that guy came over to me and was all talking about how he liked the way I dress and stuff...and it seemed like everything I said he was like "oh really, that's cool" I was like ok yeah...bubye...*lol* so then we all clam baked in Val's car...*hahahaha*

We get back inside and MTV was on...this "let me love you" video cam on with Mario I believe...me and Olivia just paused and started gawking *lol* I tilted my head to the side and said "OMG he is fucking hot!" and she was like "yeah let's move closer" *haha* (to the big screen...like we were at a concert or sumthin' *lol*) so then the ride home was a ton of fun since we were all stoned...

me and olivia both started laughing at Val and she would sit there and say "omg you guys are so stoned, I'm not" and me and Olivia saw that she was obviously just as stoned *lol* so we started laughing at the most random things...and val would just look at us and be like you two are losers pretty much *lol* so we both started laughing in unison and found that hilarious then Olivia said "let's do it again, say sumthing funny or val...talk!" so I'm in the back dying of laughter *lol* it was a pretty funny night. *lol*

Then I got back to my house around 12:30 and I didn't go to school today...I was gonna go to the doctors since I am dying of a cold over here :(

oh and yeah...tonight I am going to this meeting for this peace thing for volunteering :) yay* excited! :)

*&* I may as well share this...I decided that when I finally do move out or if I move out next year...I am gonna make blankets all year...like with extra money and in my free time...then when christmas comes around I can send them off to orphanages around the area :) that would be fun, maybe I could do it now...but I have no money :( eh...well I am exicted to start doing that tho! :)

*anyways off to eat!*

*CiAo LoVes*

3 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

11:40am: then...then...then
so yesterday Marc came over right after I wrote in here...we watched some friends episodes and then went to his house, made some food, went to the store, and then Marc tried to teach me how to drive a stick (not that kinda stick *lol*) so yeah pretty much I almost broke his truck *Lol*

we watched beavis and butthead *lol* and stealing harvard...

then...we watched the guys cheerleading tapes (hilarious!)

my favorite one was their freshmen year...britt berridge and andrew sowles were in the middle of the gym and they had "Oops I did it again" on and britt leaned over andrew and he grabbed his shirt and stuff...guess ya had to see it, but oh man that made my day! I just loved the 04' crew!

then...

we had a bonfire in his frenchroom *haha* we began to light certain things and put them in this metal container and right after Marc headed to his room to find more stuff *lol* we are such losers :-P but I must say it released a lot of tension *lol*

so...
then we went over to Ryan's again and got wasted *lol*

I was walking around in my bathing suit...that was the first sign that I was gone, second sign of course was when I began collecting money for no apparent reason...weird eh?

I got a hangover for sure...or maybe the flu...I dunno I'm still pretty sick here and I have come to the conclusion that I am dying...I previously paid a visit to the porcelain bathroom god so yeah officially feeling shitty!

yeah so today I am going to a family party...oh the fun...actually looking forward to stuffing my face :) going to a buffet :) yay!

well I gots to be going

time for food!

*ciao loves*





4 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

1:08pm: it's gonna be awesome! :)
so yesterday around 2pm I decided to go up to Poms practice and visit my girls :) their first performance is Tuesday and they are dancing to britney mix...perty cool. good news is that...I am gonna teach the girl's a dance soon :) perty happy bout that...it is a mix to DMX, chingy and some others. Can't wait to see them do it :)

so last night around 9 Marc calls me and tells me to come over to Ryan's...so I get there and the guys request some bitches *lol* there were only two girls there *lol* too bad I couldn't help them :-P funny part is Ryan didn't get there till like 11 *lol* and his friends were just partying away before he got there. I drank some and smoked a bit...then around 12 I left and took Jake home...he peer pressured me into smoking *lol* (I was on my way home...so I didn't want to smell like it) but I gave in...good idea tho...it was gooooooooood. and afterwards jake says to me "aren't ya glad you did it?" haha* so when I got home I ate a can of raviolis and went to bed *lol*

*&* today I am gonna style Allison and Autumn's hair for the Christmas dance...then I am gonna hang out with my lover :) we'll prolly stop by Johnson's and then just chill...pretty much do whatever.

no christmas dance for me tho...I got better plans :)

...G.M... :) yeah babay*

*ciao loves*

1:00pm: enjoy!!! :)

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12:39pm: I believe that love is the answer...
today I had someone tell me that Marcus don't deserve me, that I am too good for him and that he will never understand how much I do for him, that he will take me for granted and I shouldn't make love an excuse...

that just made me sad!

I love Marcus and he knows it. Guys always make mistakes, and when people say stuff like that to me, it freaks me out! I hate hearing that! I just want to start over and forget anything bad ever happened!

I know I sound dumb...but girls you understand how love is...

I can't let him go...and I will always love him...

I just pray that he sees it and understands how much he hurt me and how much I am putting on the line for him, to give him a second chance...

but I must say he has been a lot more understanding and sweet since we got back together...I just hope I am right about this...

10:45pm: volunteering and venting...
I got a call from this woman in 4-h...she talked to me about volunteer opportunities in Lapeer...:) so they still need people to help elementary students read, and they are forming this peace jam thing where students help out and try to make peace around the area (well example...last year they made blankets and brought them to orphanages...isn't that cute I swear I was about to cry when I heard that) and they need volunteers at soup kitchens...I am def gonna do that :) I'm so excited *lol* I can't wait!

Ok...so round' 5:30 or so Marcus came over...I rented spiderman 2 and made some dinner...

then...

I gave Marcus a hug before he left and I just started bawling my eyes out! gosh...I haven't cried in a while, and I laid on the couch and he said "babe I can't leave when you are crying like this, what's wrong?" and I just started venting *lol*

basically I am sad because I don't have a job...I can't buy christmas presents for the people I love...I have no money for christmas cards...I can't quit smoking...I miss my dad :(...I have no money to get to lapeer for volunteer work...I have been sick for about 2 months now, and it has gotten so bad that it makes my back ache and it makes me throw up (coughing)...and my car is falling apart :(...and my parents hate me...I never talk to my friends...I can never go anywhere and I am so overprotected...I'll be 17 in a week and my mom still thinks I have never been to a party and ever since last year when "someone" told my mom I did ecstacy and said all this stuff about Marcus my mom has harassed me about it...I love marcus more than anything and no one can even understand the pain I go through to be with him. My mom yells at me and tells me all this stuff "certain people have said" she harasses me about it! and she calls me all these terrible names...I've gotten "slut" a few times too...ya know what I just hope those people who said all that stuff realize how hard my life is and just how much worse they made it cause they really did... :( btw...you suck!

ok so...

on a brighter note...Marcus told me he would give me money to get to Lapeer and volunteer (aww...sweet right?) :) then he said he would take me out this weekend to pawn this gold and ruby necklace I have so that I can get money for christmas, then we will go shopping. and ya know everytime we hang out he tells me that I am so sweet and that he has never met anyone who cares so much about other people, tells me I have such a good heart...but ya know, Marcus is the only person who has ever said that to me, and he is also the only person who ever took the time to get to know the real me. that is why I love him...he sees it...he sees what no one else does...

oh gosh I love that kid so much...



BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT...............
I wish I didn't feel so crappy right now! ugh! I need some chocolate *lol*

1:07pm: tardy ole' me :(
oh boo...

so this morning I woke up at 7:50...ran to my car and sped off to school! THEN...my car starts to run out of gas! I press all the way down on the gas and I go a total of 30! luckily I made it there...but I was still late! boo...then after school Marcus came up and put gas in my car :) then I went tanning in the hex...oh I HATE THE HEX! but I do have to say it gives nice results :) yeah...so I used this sex kitten lotion...and ooh it smelled really good...I think I might just buy me some! anywho I am off to clean my car out...busy day tomorrow! and Marc might come over tonight :)

*me and marc have been together for a week today* -lol- not one fight!
:-P

*AND* my birthday is in one week!!! :) :) :)

HAPPY!

well ttyl *ciao loves!*

5:38pm: just wasting some time!
1. Your Full name: Brittany Jo~Anne Baize




2. Do you feel like your name fits you? I always planned on getting my name changed to Brittany Victoria~Natacia Joanne Baize...*lol* I think that would be better :)




3. Do you have an alter ego? If so, what is his/her name? Claudette Clantz, Alfonso Dickerman, Doloris and Olga...*haha* My girls know how goofy I am *lol*




4. Where were you born? Rochester Hills




5. Where do you live? C*Ville!




6. Do you like to travel? yeah...well I like to visit different places...but I hate the process of getting there :-P




7. What is your birthday? December 9th! (that's in a week!...get ready to gimme some presents!) =)




8. Do you have siblings? 3 brothers and a sister on the way.




9. Do you have pets? 3 dogs and my kitten Purrsnickity.




10. Which was the happiest year of your life? this year...best and worst...




11. How old do you wish you were? 18...just so I have no rules of crazy parents to deal with!




12. A movie is being made about your life. Who would you cast to play yourself? Sandra Bullock...I love her! *lol*




13. Who would you cast to play your significant other? (if you have no significant other, cast someone anyway) hmm...Paul Walker...ooh* break me off a piece of that! *lol*




14. How would this movie end? they would live a long life of love and die together peacefully at the age of 100. *lol*




15. Is it better to be famous or infamous? famous :)




16. Youre going to die a natural death. What is the cause? old age.




17. Youre going to die a sudden, tragic death. What is the cause? climbing mt. everest!




18. How long do you plan on living? oh gee I dunno! I always said I wanted to live till I was one hundred and twenty *lol* But I dunno...gee I don't even wanna think about it!




19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? "over and over again"




20. Sing any commercial jingle. "you'll do better, You'll do better with baker!" *lol* I dunno. Only one I could remember =P




21. What is your favourite element on the periodic table? I dunno helium *lol*




22. Sunrise or sunset? sunset *aww*




23. Introvert or extrovert? introvert




24. Creation or evolution? creation




25.Action or reaction? action




26. Unity or individuality? unity




27. Hugs or drugs? hugs *lol*




28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? vegetable




29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? fudgecicle




30. Fight or flight? flight




31. Who is your favourite historical figure? Eleanor Roosevelt.




32. Which historical figure could we have done without? umm...Nixon *lol* if we can call him a historical figure! *lol*




33. What happened in the last dream you remember? I got into a car accident with Marcus, Stephanie, Cody Crafton, Chris Hale, and some other people...we stole Luke's car and got too wasted to remember anything and when I woke up I stole someones cell phone and threw it in our garbage...then walked around Marc's house naked and took a bowl from someone to set on the computer desk...yeah...it was odd!




34. Do nice guys really finish last? no...my theory is that they have to wait longer so that they really do get what they deserve. for all bad, there is good to even it out. know what I'm sayin?




35. What are your favourite boy names? Gage...and I dunno never really thought of it.




36. What are your favourite girl names? Victoria~Sevean, and Sadie~Denee




37. Open or closed? open




38. White bread or wheat bread? white bread




39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? fade away




40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What comes out? a pink teddy bear :)




41.What do you want to be when you grow up? a cosmetologist and salon owner, possibly a clinical psychologist.




42. What were your favourite childhood toys? my big wheels *lol* I was really into big wheels... =P




43. What was your first pet? a kitten named BooBoo




44. What annoys you? really negative jealous people who always seems to make your day a little shitty *lol*




45. What is your favourite action caption from the old batman tv show? (example. "pow" or "blam") I have np idea! *lol*




46. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop? 3 bites...done :)




47. The glass... half empty or half full? half full








WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON




48. Tightie whities. little nerdy looking on guys *lol*




49. Mc Donalds happy meals. yummmy food! and a toy for those of us who still have an inner child...*lol*




50. Reality shows. love them...well the majority. real life is more compelling.







51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? gummi worms...the fattening ones with all the sugar on them *lol*




52.Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? sky dive!




53. Paper or plastic? paper




54. What position do you sleep in? with my knees up to my chest with my hands between my knees.




55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? middle...sometimes I end up near the bottom...*lol*




56. Sweet or sour? sweet




57. What was your favourite after school special? I used to love "life moments" *lol* yeah I know it's gay but I liked it.




58.What is your favourite word? provacative...it's just such an interesting word. *Lol*




59. Beach or mountains? beach.




60. Mounds or almond joy? almond joy




61. Do YOU feel like a nut? nope.




62. To give or to recieve? to give! =)




63. Chocolate or caramel? chocolate...yumm* -lol-




64. Do you have any nicknames? britty, brit, and some guys call me blaze.




65. What does your name mean? to come from Britain *lol* I dunno...it's not cool tho




66. Have you ever fainted? nope. but I got really good at faking it in the fourth grade *haha*




67.Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? not really.




68.What was the last thing you ate? a half of a pizza...yum*




69.Do you have any bad habits? smoking and analyzing things!










WORD ASSOCIATION


what is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear...




70. Grey... cat




71. Human... being




72. Fruit loop...toucan sam




73. Glove... MJ




74. Plum... red




75. Structure... building




76. Race... heart




77. Heart... beat




78. Parasite... biology










79. What was your first happy memory? I can't remember that far back.




80. What was your first unhappy memory? I remember back in Kindergarten I walked to school cuz I lived next door and it was a saturday *lol* I ran home to my mom and cried because I woke up so early *lol*




81. If you could visit any time period, what would it be? the 80's.




82.What would jesus do? have faith, how bout that?




83. Make up a word and define it. Provocatasion - a form of sexy dance *lol*




84.Favourite kool aid flavour? lime.




85. Favourite pick up line? "well well well, would you look at that? I forgot my panties at home..." *haha*




86. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll? what?




87. What did you like to make believe as a child? that I ran a restaurant.




88. Did you have an immaginary friend? nope.




89. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? a mansion for sure! with a big party room!




90. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to form a description of yourself. would you like to do that for me?




91. Do it fast or do it right? do it right!




92.What was the last book you read? "nights in rodanthe"




93. Have you ever had surgery? on my tonsils




94. 3 Random facts about you...... *I pierced my nose and my ears myself. *I always do my own updos. *I eat more than my boyfriend can *lol*




95. What is the first thing you wash in the shower? my arms




96. What is your favourite cereal? golden crisp :)




97. If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? french...it's the most romantic




98. If you had the choice to live forever, would you? I dunno...that's a tuffy!




99. If you had the choice to be the opposite sex for a day, would you? of course. Def scope out their convos *lol*












DO YOU BELIEVE IN




100. Fate? yes.




101. Ghosts? yes.




102. God? yes.




103. Big foot? can't say that I do. *lol*




104. Soul mates? yeah :)




105.Aliens? nope




106.Angels? yep




107. Loch ness monster? call me crazy...but yeah *lol*




108. Heaven and hell? I don't wanna believe in hell.




109. The Zodiac? yeah.




110. Love at first sight? yep.




111. Karma? oh for sure.




112.Vampires? nope.














113. If you had any super power, what would it be? the ability to hear what people are thinking.




114. Would you use your power for good or evil? good.




115. Name something nostalgic. footloose. *lol*




116. What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? a nice smile and a strong body.




117. What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? being too skinny.




118. What was the best compliment ever given to you? "you are the sweetest girl I have ever met"




119. Which character from Scooby Doo do you most relate to? none of them *lol* maybe shaggy cuz I love food :)




120. What is the worst trend of the present time? I dunno. I'm not really into trends I do stuff all on my own. so I have no clue!




121. Beer or wine? beer. *haha*




123. You cant sleep. What do you do? watch tv. write. and eat.




124. Do you wear jewelry? yep. nose ring, earrings, necklace and rings.




125. What is your favourite smell? there is a ton...very sexy for him, passionate kisses, vanilla sugar, raspberry, and candies.




126. What was the best decade of the past century? maybe the 80's?




127. Which is your favourite month of the year? June and December




128. Do you smoke? yes...But I am putting some deep thought in quitting.




129. Do you drink? sometimes.




130. What was your favourite subject in school? English.




131. What was your worst subject in school? Math...fucker :(




132. If you had to give up one of your senses, what would it be? taste.




133. Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? my heart.




134. Do you truely know who you are? not always. sometimes I act so outta sorts, I think I'm still finding out.




135. Are you superstitious? not really. and anyways I have broken about ten mirrors in the past year...I hope they aren't real or I'm screwed *lol*




136. Are you sentimental? oh for sure.




137. How many times a day do you eat? as many times as I can. I am always eating *lol*




138. Are you more of a main idea or detail type of person? detail.




139. What is your favourite pie? apple.




140. Have you ever been close to death? well I have been in a couple car accidents, I have almost crashed into a few things, almost fell in a fire place, and almost died when I got bit by something poisonous in cancun...so kinda close, but not superclose *lol*




141. Do you like roller coasters? omg! LOVE EM'!




142. Apples or oranges? oranges.




143. Are you hyperactive? at times. but mostly I am just plain ole' lazy *lol*




144. Do you talk in your sleep? haha* yeah...and snore and drool and kick and roll and walk...(it sucks I just never know what is gonna happen) *lol*




145. What is your favourite holiday? Christmas and Valentine's day.




146. Do you go to church? on special occasions.




147. At what age do you think you will be married? 22-23




148. If you could open up your own business, what would it be? a full beauty salon.




149. What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Joshua




150. What is your weakness? Love...




151. What was the last movie you saw that made you cry? The day after tomorrow. or Braveheart.




152. If love were a flavour, which flavour would it be? vanilla :)




153. If hate were a flavour, which flavour would it be? sourkraut *lol*




154. Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? Which ones? codeine for tonsils, face pills, and zoloft.




155. Is lying sometimes necessary? yeah.




156. Bubbleyum or bubblicious? bubbleyum




157. What is your favourite curse word? Fuck




158. Do you have any birthmarks? yeah on my inner thigh, left arm, top of my back, and under left boob *lol*




159. If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be? California babay!




160. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be? Paris!




162. Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality? not really. I look like a bitch (it's true) when actually I'm pretty down to earth.




163. What was the name of your kindergarten teacher? Mrs. Limbright.




164. Do you wear glasses or contacts? nope.




165. How tall are you? 5'7




166. How tall would you like to be? 5'9




167. Your current mood: happy :)




168. Do you dress up for halloween? yep. when there is a party!




169. Have you ever been in a car accident? yes. two in the past year!




170. What is your favourite lucky charm? the green hats *lol*




171. What colour of underwear are you wearing? green




172. Do you tend to date people younger or older than you? older definetely. Guys are too immature my age.




173. Do your exes look alike? not at all.




174. Do your exes act alike? nope.




175. Have you ever been in love? yep.




176. What is your favourite kids movie? Shrek *lol*




177. Have you ever hallucinated? yeah.




178. What do you like most about the opposite sex? the fact that they are usually more laid back.




179. What do you hate most about the opposite sex? the fact that most are irresponsible.




180. Have you ever been on a blind date? nope.




181. Would you want to be cloned? no way!




182. Have you ever peed in public? maybe when I was drunk *lol*




183. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? optimist.




184. How did you find out that there was no santa claus? my parents were never good at making me believe in him. I had to beg my mom to tell me the truth *lol* and one chrsitmas we went to my step-dad's parents for christmas and every single person there including me and my brother got a present...except for my mom...not one. So she started crying and I told her that there was no santa because he wouldn't leave her out. (but then I made her a christmas car and thsi thing I made in class for her :)




185. Pancakes or waffles? pancakes




186. Are you on a diet? nope.




187. Why is the grass always greener on the other side? because no one ever appreciates whet they have. they are always too preoccupied with the things that other people have rather than being happy and realizes how good their lives are.




188. Do you always want what you cant have? nope. I always want what I want *lol*




189. Do you act stupid around someone you have a crush on? I used to suck at making good impressions...but I am way better at it now. *lol*




190. Have you ever been arrested? no. I have been in a cop car tho *lol*




191. Can you cook? yessers :)




192. Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out? no. it's not a big deal. it's way more cute when a guy does it, but hey whatever.




193. Do you have any allergies? I'm allergic to Codeine and Hornets. *lol*




194. Ketchup or catsup? ketchup...who says catsup! *lol*




195. Do you believe there is a meaning to life? If so, what is it? of course...everyone has their own interpretation when it comes to meaning in life...I think it is falling in love and sharing your life with your soulmate.




196. What do you think about before you fall asleep? Marcus usually...cuz he is usually who I talk to before I go to bed.




197.What are your thoughts on the nature of good and evil? I think it all evens out. I don't care what anyone says. I think for all of life's sucky moments there will be good to even it out.




198. Step into your cave. There you will find your power animal. What kind of animal is it? what?




199.What does your power animal say to you? ...(?)




200. End this survey with a quote: "Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worhtwhile so when you are lonesly remember it's true, somebody somewhere is thinking of you!"

4:07pm: I'm crazy...but you love it! =P
I stayed up till 3am and then drove to Marc's as it started snowing *lol*

I fell asleep there and woke up five minutes before school started!

then my car was sliding alllll over the road and at one point my car was on a diagonal in the turning lane and right lane...my anti-lock breaks were fucking up and I had been up for a total of five minutes! =P
school should've been cancelled! blah!

so then after that me and Marc hung out, shared a pizza and watched Jersey Girl...aww that was a good movie! =)
and after today I was thinking...well Marcus is getting so sweet! I mean just the stuff he says and does now. It's so very cute and I am so happy =)

and things are so different now...like he is the one calling me and wanting to hang out all the time, surprising me at my house and going out of his way...yay *lol* but...we hang out all the time! 8 hours today! and it is only 4pm...I just don't want us to get sick of eachother *lol* well I have a really good feeling bout this tho =)

yeah ok so on another note...Mom grounded me and said she was taking away my car...yeah ok...gaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I just can't wait to move out of here. I might be able to at 17 but I need a job...blah...ok after school tomorrow I am gonna find a job!

*wish me luck!*

anyways me n* some of the boys...smoked down about an hour ago and then...I went tanning...it was an odd experience I must say...being stoned in a tanning bed...I must say I like it =)

*haha*

but yeah...high, so I am gonna do what I do best...EAT! =)

*ciao loves*

10:54pm: Just thinkin!!!
here is a declaration...I am addicted to LJs and surveys *lol* I mean I enjoy them (I know it's cool) :-P

*aww* but my fave LJs are the ones about people relationships...as gay as that sounds, I love reading about how happy people are...it's just sweet...

ok so yeah...earlier today I fell asleep for four hours and with my mouth wide open *lol* I woke up and my tongue felt like sandpaper...I started whining and I thought I would get sick I couldn't even eat...it sucked! then I talked to Marc on the phone and started coughing like crazy...in between coughs saying "oh hold on a sec" *lol* and I laid back on my bed and covered my face with pillows only to hear him say "aww hun I wish you were here with me" and I said "why? so I could cough on you?" *lol* and he said "I want to take care of you" *aww*

that was sweet! :)

so I told him that tomorrow morning I would wake up early so I can come over before school...prolly around like 6...and we would just cuddle, to help me feel better... that always helps...gosh I love that kid!

yeah so on another note...none of my LJ entries are showing up on my friends pages and then some of my comments don't even show up! they come to my e-mail but they aren't visible in my LJ! wtf!!!!!!!

somebody please help me!

anyways...I am off to bed...gotta get up early to see my babay! :)

*ciao loves*

2:09pm: ma first day...
so today was ma first day at alternative...and I can't say a bad thing...it's so darn easy, and it went by so fast! and I hate school so it's right up my alley *lol* teachers were nice and I already knew everyone so it was perty cool. went to Marc's after and then I went to visit my dear christie! :) to say my goodbye of course (forgot to yesterday)...then I went tanning and my face is about to fall off *lol* for some reason my cheeks aren't so damn burnt!
blah!

so I am gonna go work out :) gotta beat the ten pounds that winter brings along each year!

anyways...here ya are loves...found another!
put er' in your LJ for moi!

Can you:
Touch your tongue to your nose? yeah right! I can hardly stick my tongue out!
Lick your elbow? yep.
Fit through a hanger? haven't tried it, but it don't sound safe *lol*
Wiggle your ears? nope.
Raise one eyebrow? Yep.
Dance? yeah :)
Sing? of course
Act? to an extent
Sleep past 12:00pm? of course!
Make a clover with your tongue? yep!
Unwrap a starburst with your tongue? yeah! In eighth we would all sit and see who could do it the fastest during lunch *lol*
Tie a knot in a cherry stem with your tongue? hmmm...never tried it...but I will *Lol*
Sing with all the voices of the mountain? I'm thinking no *lol*
Paint with all the colors of the wind? what am I? Pocahontas?

Longest time you have
Talked on the phone: prolly 3 hours.
Slept: 36 hours!
Ran a mile: 20 minutes prolly *lol*
Watched TV: like 12 hours! :-P
Worked: like 3 hours *lol*
Stayed on the computer: maybe like 6 hours
Gone without food: like 3 days when I got my tonsils out!
Been mad at your best friend: an hour or so *Lol*
Been mad at your boyfriend: hmm about a month and a half and counting! I love Marc but I will always be pissed at him for what he did.
Spent on a survey: like 2 hours...it was a long mother! *lol*

last kiss: earlier today...Marcus
last cigarette: like an hour ago
last good cry: last wednesday
last library book checked out: "odd girl out"
last movie seen: The Life of David Gayle
last book read: "Nights in Rodanthe"
last cuss word uttered: Fucker
last beverage drank: water :)
last food consumed: pretzels
last phone call: Marcus
last tv show watched: Family Feud *lol*
last shoes worn: adidas tennies
last cd played: Blessid Union of Souls
last item bought: icecream at McDonalds earlier today :)
last annoyance: mom!
last disappointment: getting parental guidance online...ridiculous
last soda drank: coca-cola
last thing handwritten: a letter
last word spoken: understand
last sleep: this morning
last im: Christie
last ice cream eaten: this morning...caramel sundae! *yum*
trippin on drugs?: saturday *lol* not quite trippin tho...*haha*
last time wanting to die: like 3 weeks ago...not literally but I was just laying in the middle of my bedroom floor crying, then I packed my bags and walked out the door...only to turn around and go to sleep *lol*
last time in love: now :(
last time hugged: an hour ago
last time scolded: yesterday (boo!)
last chair sat in: the one I'm in now
last lipstick used: like 3 hours ago
last shirt worn: this yellow off the shoulder shirt from glik's
last time dancing: earlier today
last poster looked at: the "tyra" poster in Marc's room (I think I just might get him a better one for christmas ;)

1 MINUTE AGO: typing and singing *lol*
1 HOUR AGO: saying bye to my baby in his front yard
1 DAY AGO: picking up a car part and getting stoned :)
1 WEEK AGO: prolly crying
1 YEAR AGO: dating Marc, Pistons game, and Gothika

1. What do you most like about your body? my stomach :)
2. And least? my nose
3. How many fillings do you have? 4
4. Do you think you're good looking? personally I wish I looked a little different...but I think I'm cute nonetheless *lol*
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? yeah. and I'm not gonna lie. it feels good :)

FIRSTS
First job: babysitting
First screen name: xosavvyvixenox
First funeral: some uncle I didn't know
First pet: kitten *MeMe*
First piercing/tattoo: ears at ten months
First credit card: ~*~
First Kiss: kindergarten *lol*
First one that mattered: Marcus...
First love: Marcus
First enemy: this girl named Fawn in 5th grade
First big trip: Cancun when I was 7 :)
First concert: Hanson *lol*
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Michael Jackson *haha*



*ciao loves!*

7:16pm:



I'm Phoebe Buffay from Friends!

Take the Friends Quiz here.

created by stomps.

4:37pm: I dropped!
so here is the deal...

Ok so today I woke up, dropped Ev off at school to get tested, then I went to first and second hour, left to go home and went with my Mommy to alternative...we signed some papers, and then I dropped out...returned all my books and said my goodbyes.

now this isn't permanent...not at all, but I did lose my credits this semester, so I am hoping to get them back and possibly go back to LV next semester...they said that it is unlikely...but we will see. I am in alternative because I had so many absences not because I am stupid. I just need to be more punctual I guess :-/ eh...

but I have heard that alternative is perty easy, and that I prolly won't fit in...oh fuck em' I'm just there to get my credits and ya know 8-12 don't sound too bad!

damn I need a job tho...*lol* I can also get credits for that...but chances that I find a job are slim to none...boo!

so anyways...drove my car finally (oh I love it) me and my car have a bond a serious bond *lol* when she got me to and from cmu on twenty buck well I just fell in love *lol* wish I could clean it tho! but it is fucking freezing! daaaaaaaaaaaaamn!

ok so after all of that...I went to Marc's and he was being incredibly sweet...I even asked him why...*Lol* then he said to me..."aren't u happy we are back together" I take it he is *lol* it's sweet tho. I made him promise me a bunch of stuff, all about us starting over and whatnot...so then he tried to make me promise to quit smoking...(yeah 50th times a charm right?) so then I told him that he has to prove that he cares and then I will... :-P (I would quit but life is too stressful, sometimes a girl needs a dig...) so yeah...then after that we made food...ooh I love food! *lol* then went to Mcdonalds for a strawberry sundae...*yum* then I went tanning and tonite I am gonna babysit, and Marc might come over...even tho he claims to have broke his truck driving up my driveway *lol*

and since school gets out at 12...and marc is right down the road I am gonna go over there and then pick up my brother from school @ 2:30 everyday...sounds superb. 4 hours of school and then 2 hours of marc...*nice* :)

so yeah I am going to the Christmas dance still...I got my dress and stuff so I have to go! so yeah I borrowed the dress from Marc's cousin Leah...it's adorable :) and believe you me I will be posting pictures after the dance :) btw...I'm a guest (boo!)

oh and yeah...so I got into my boys wallet and counted his money...turned to him and said this isn't enough for my present...*lol* he looked at me like what do you think you are getting? :-P see what he don't understand is that I don't want an expensive gift...I want a gift from the heart! like a letter! or something of ours, or a rock! (ok jk bout that one) But I just want sumthin' special ya know...last year he wrote me a letter and got me a teddy bear *it was adorable* if only he would do sumthin' like that again! someone help him out...where is carrie? she helped him last year *lol*

n-e-ways nuff of that...

well I am off to take a nice long bubble bath!

*ciaO lOves*

7:36pm: MY WISH LIST!!! :)
since my birthday is fast approaching I figured I would share my *wish list*

:)

here we go...the 17 things I want! :)

1. a bouqet of red roses :)
2. a love letter
3. some chinese food *yum*
4. a snowball fight with my one and only
5. some sled action :)
6. a night on the town
7. a big KISS!
8. money!!!
9. a nice smack on the ass...perhaps 17?
10. Romeo and Juliet DVD...since my bro broke mine :'(
11. a nice piece of ass :)
12. fuzzy gloves :)
13. a lifetime supply of teeth bleach
14. ooh a nice massage
15. fishnets...in every color and style (I'm not kiddin'!)
16. Britney's Greatest Hits cd and a sexy poster of my idol to hang on my ceiling ;-)
17. a ferrari :)

so there it is...my *wish list*
work your magic loves :) *hehe*

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!



OOH AND...my car got fixed todaY! *YaY*

*ciao loves*

p.s. aren't my little mouse icon things cute! *lol*

11:51am: last night :)
so last night I went to Matt Phelps' and chilled with my lovers :) Marc was there too so that was pretty cool. Ashley kept telling us how cute we are, and that we are meant to be *lol* then she kept making us kiss *haha* so that was pretty fun, got pretty drunk and since I didn't eat anything yesterday I got drunk quick :) so then I spent the night at Marc's and he came over this morning.
Infact, he is sleeping on my couch right now *lol* I made him and my parents some breakfast and now I'm just chillin here :)

but...omg...I have to share the funniest story ever...

so last night I witnessed this convo (names are unavailable) *lol*

?1- "you are wasted!"
?2- "no I'm not!"
?1- "you shared your sucker with the parrot earlier"
?2- "that...is true...but the rest is all lies!"

*haha*

well I am off to join Marc and take a nap!

*yay* my car is getting fixed today :) :) :)

*ciao loves*